Patience.

Today, another chance for TV. I thought tonight I was going for some 'cerekarama' like any other saturday nights in the 90's. But I was wrong. Not your typical Malaysian drama but instead an Indonesian film. The adaptation from the so-called best selling novel, Ayat-ayat Cinta. At first. I was a bit reluctant to watch it but I watch it anyway for tonight is my customary TV's night. And also I want to know what the fuss is about. People been talking so many times about it last year. And so I thought it was just another great love story so I just skip it being it is an Indonesian film. I thought I can't go on watching it without subtitles since I thought they would used a dialect. Okay so many thoughts about a film and I funny enough, I didn't felt a bit curious about it.

And so I did watched it but then suddenly on the halfway, I got interrupted by my sister as she want to watch another show. And once again I'm a bit surprise, I didn't used my veto power. Usually I would instantly get angry and took off the remote by force and shove off some nasty words which will lead to a week of silent. But you know, the movie somehow got me to think, guys doesn't need to be, how should I say, 'keras hati'. Instead, as the main character, Fahri, is one soft hearted person. He spoke softly and a bit feminist on the side. Seriously, I never saw anyone behave like that. As apart from the 'usrah' people, I guessed they probably as the same as any of us. Since I like to read people, at one glance I could summarize everything about them. So I pretty much guessing they're the same as me. Well, you just know when someone isn't sincere enough when they're talking to you.

This is a whole new personality. I never thought of this behavior before. Being it is a man created fiction, I thought a man who wrote these probably a genius. Well, I don't know if it was a true story or not but it seems fiction to me. Nevertheless, for me, the ability of the writer to portrayed the character is outstanding. Ah, I guess I need to find someone who still own the avi. I need to know the end of the story. I hate the feeling of being left hanging. Somehow this film managed to show me on how to be patience in a different way. It was hard, believe me. Rage is easy but patience is not.

"Sometimes, I get so tense, but I can't speed up the time." - Patience, Guns N' Roses.