Sweetness.

Why do most people likes sweet things? Why can't they just go for the other taste? Let alone bitter. I guess only a few handful of people in these world likes the bitter taste. And the reason for that is always in a way of losing something in order to learn some great lesson about life. Really, I honestly don't understand of what are them fight for. I guessed I do have my own teenage angst. It just that is a lot of different level then other teenagers. Although, I think I'm not a teenager anymore but a young adult. But there is no way of one young adult to be this unreliable to take care of themselves.

Actually, I'm in a phase where I probably should think that I should know a lot of things in a better way like some other people my age used to think. Networking with different peoples, provoking different thoughts... Herm, wouldn't that be great? As for myself, I've been put a wall in these for a past few years, and I think I should criticize anyone even though their action are fool enough to my bare naked eyes. Some people did choose a bitter path to go on with their lives just so they could meet their sweet endings.

But what am I doing right now is most probably what people used to called 'play it safe'. You know how a newly born baby clutching their hands because they wasn't ready to face the world and as soon as he can lifted his tenth finger, the they are ready to overcome what ever obstacles that awaits. And I still don't understand many things in the world. The abstract it become, the harder it is for me to concur. And there is one single kind of sweetness that I've yet to taste. A thing called love.

I've considered about this so many times. I hate the people that doesn't take these matter seriously as it was hard enough for me to understand. Far enough to realize anything. Maybe I'm not as sensitive as I though or maybe I was just running away. I love my freedom life, but sometimes I felt that something is missing in the whole process. Well, as far as the technology goes, people obviously have a mass kind of medium for them to learn about it. But I guess, unless you feel it first hand, you never know what it taste like. It's like you love sweet things but in the same time, you hate bitter things. You see, these two just can't work together.

Well, when you saw someone with an unpleasant attitude, you must've thought that he or she had a hard life. Maybe the cause of them being rebellious is just to show the world that they have nothing left to lose. And maybe deep down inside, their heart are just as soft as you're. It is just that they have always had a bitter experience in the past that they forgot how the sweet experience is like. maybe once you give them a taste of sweetness, they will shed an endless tears. Yeah, cry me a river for that to happen.

Being a super imaginative lad, I couldn't help it unless to visualize every important scenario of my action. That's why I am keeping the thought just to myself. Because most of the time the imagine outcome is unbearable. Lucky enough for me, since I have change to a new book, I've been playing around with these sort of emotion. Which come to conclusion that is we shouldn't use our imagination too much in decided things. Most thing if you're doing without thinking would most like to have a surprise effect. Just like when you are no natural joker then suddenly y0u thought of a joke and blurted it out and it turned out to be a deafening sounds. But sometimes people might said you're one mysterious wonder when you suddenly make a hysterical joke out of the blue. Well, that feeling is of refreshing doesn't it? Definitely sweet!

Anyway, enough of babbling, and I think I should change this blog's tagline for tommorow my new chapter will beginning at 8. On second thought, maybe I'll change it tonight as my juice has running out or what they called 'writer's block'. Hahaha. I hope I will done a lot better in these new journey of my life.

"Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time." - Des'ree, You Gotta Be.