Sleepy Sunrise.

6.20 AM.

I'm still wide awake. Not a single thought in my brain that could make me going to sleep. But I believe if I put my head on the pillow, in just mere 5 seconds I can fall asleep. You know what, this is ridiculous.

Oh shit! Now I just remember. I've just missed the Cyril Takayama magic show on AXN. WTF! Oh no. I hope there's a rerun later on today. God, I'm waiting for that show since last week when I was pretty much busy with my exam papers.

Today, my road tax is officially dead. Need some money for renewal but the money are also for my new computer. Cool, I have money problem now. I know I should save up a little for the next year project but a computer is a must. A fast one. Engineer's software aren't getting any lighter these days.

Actually, I aim to buy the computer this weekend. I hope so. If I happen not to jeopardize any of this house political issues I might just get one. And I plan to take some games from my friends. If there is any. Or else maybe I just have to download it by myself.

Talk about computer games. I haven't follow it since the year 2005. I hope the installation technology wasn't change any different from that day. Back in 2005, just right in time, I've learned to install games by using a virtual drive. I guess games nowadays are to be install in same way because the size of game today was gigantic. 16 gigabytes? That was too much.

6.44 AM.

The skies already brighten up a bit. The temperature is cold. The air is fresh. You know, this time around human are more sensitive than ever. So I would to reflect on my past behavior toward others.

I realize that I've been a total jerk this year. A schmuck. I never care about other people feelings. What I want to say, I just say it. You know, sometimes it is good to say what we want to say. It is a way to express our feelings. But in some kind of twisted way, it is bad to just speak up your mind.

You know, guys are much likely to joke around but there is a limit for jokes. We talk harsh to others just to show our rough manly side but sometimes I know there is someone out there were hurt by my words. The truth is ugly. Because of it's ugliness, people most certainly don't want to hear it. I don't know. Maybe I just go with the flow and apologize if somehow I come to realize that I just hurt somebody feelings.

6.56 AM.

The sky is clear now. I think I should go to bed. But first I need to do my morning prayer. It is kind of late already. I should change to a much better person as day goes by.

Good Morning, Planet Venus.

"All this 'Men are from Venus' crap is a waste of your time and money." - Mike Chadway, The Ugly Truth.